everything starts with niat

it's 1.23am rite now...
dam dam dum bunyi mercun...CNY mood is everywhere...
but here i am..thinking bout my future...

Yeah,everything happens 4 a reason,,,myb more than 1 reason for everything that happened in my life (?) ^0^
Sudah 2x aku jatuh tersungkur... kali pertama sgt pedih, kali ke-2 terjadi... ALHAMDULILLAH... ALLAH BERI AKU HIDAYAH YG SEBENAR-BENARNYA... cuma aku berharap yg aku akan terus istiqamah dlm menjadi manusia yg lebih berguna! Persoalannya~~~d Q is.... ehehhe berguna utk sape? diri aku? fmly? society?

yup... i'm trying 2 b a better person... i love my university rn... i love my rumets rn... they r one of d contributing factors towards my niat in trying 2 b a better muslimah...

d dillemma dat i'm confronting rn is btwn staying at d university with a course dat i'm not interested with but at d same time surrounded by Islamic environment... OR... choosing a tough course in another university with a tougher future but having a slight interest with d course?

SOLAT ISKHTIHARAH baru 2x...
i'm still a moderate person... i just wish Allah will help me decides the best thing 4 me...
coz sometimes, we as normal human being always confused btwn what we want n what is d best 4 us!

#note 2 myself- kene rajin solat sunat...
I LOVE TV ALHIJRAH! ^0^v

IMAM MUDA vs AF... from my glasses view o.0

*pls dun mind the manglish n blabla*

I know people r sceptical bout this show... well if u're not 1 of them then, i sincerely congrats u! Syabas!

If u believe in Islam or in the world hereafter.... this is the right show 4 u!

Astro didn't pay me 2 promote dis show but i'm doing this out of concern... >.<

Pernah x pikir bile kite akan mati? Ingat mati tu utk orang2 tua je? Hahaa sungguh stereotaip kan pemikiran kite? Ape bekalan kita utk akhirat? Kita sibuk kejar kekayaan & kesenangan di dunia... utk akhirat sape yg nak usahakan? Pahala ni mcm org bagi sedekah kat tepi jalan ke?

Haha... tepuk dada tanya iman! Kalau tanya selera.... mmg besar la selera! Selera makan, selera berseronok...

Okay back to the show, i only have 1 complaint... 

Y the show period is at least 15 mins or 1 hour? 

Y is it so hard for Astro 2 repeat the show as much as they repeat AF?...

Y AF commercial always appear when i watch Astro Oasis but no Imam Muda ad on Astro Ria???

Hahaha...byk rupanya komplen...igtkan 1 jer.

I love watching Imam Muda due to a lot of reasons... positive reasons of coz! That's y i can't get enuf with the show n for me, 1 hour is too short 4 a good show like this...

Well, about the contestants... as a woman, i want a husband like them. 

X ada la aku terhegeh2 nak berboipren ke hape... 

But if u're given 3 choices which 1 will u choose?

1- educated both 4 the world n hereafter's purposes n has good manner

2- educated with 1 purpose of life [either world or hereafer] n has good manner

3- ignorant guy [ u know what i mean]

Of coz i wud choose the 1st option... 

That't not applicable only 4 picking a 1 man in ur life!

It's applicable 4 ur option to choose a good IMAM/ LEADER/ SON-IN-LAW n so on...

>.< Betul x??? kannnn....

hurmmm.... nak citer psl realiti tv show namanyer AF lak... *sigh*

isk3, x baek mengeluh...

ape nak jadi ngan bangsa kita... i'm not saying bout religious/racism issue... i'm talking bout the whole nation!

honestly, i was a HUGE / BIG fan of AF...since from AF1 to 3...

well, i was a kid back then... i love 2 have fun n TV entertainment is 1 of the options...

but the big Q is can we differentiate between entertainment n membazir masa? 

cuba kita fikirkan & renung2kan...

Dpd perspektif Islam, nak berhibur boleh tp ada batasannya kan?

Dpd perspektif 'sudut hiburan'...ke mana perginya *bintang2 mee segera* ni?

I always wonder bout this thing, these reality tv shows...

do they really provide u with good entertainment n at the same produce quality top stars?

I dun think so...that's y they have these voting system...

4 what? 2 get ur money n melalaikan u at the same time...

Come on, u have 2 agree wif me on dis point...

I felt like i can talk bout this until every1 get sick.

So i let u think bout it urself... 

Muhasabah diri n lihat sekeliling kita.

Is this the life that u really want?

Happy Born-day Anniversary Abah!

My dad was born on 1 May 1954.

Every time when his birthday comes, the whole Malaysia is celebrating his birthday! >.<

It's a public holiday for Malaysians! Whoever works on this day is definitely not Malaysian... LOL!

Abah is what i call him every single day.

He's the most important guy in my life & without him i won't be here! [i know it sounds cliche but that's the truth]

Anyway, honestly he's the kind of person who doesn't really care bout his own birthday...

That's my abah. That's y it's kind of awkward 2 wish him HAPPY BIRTHDAY in front of him.

It's more like an Asian thing coz we r not openly expressive over our LOVE 2wards each other....

I always wonder y...

Btw, the best gift 4 abah is my doa!

I wish him the best health so that he can live longer 2 b the good father,husband n son!

I always pray the best for him... Always!

COPY & PASTE

Racism issue??? 
Kita berbalik kepada sejarah. Bangsa Melayu adalah bangsa yang hebat, yang celik. Tatkala wanita melayu sudah lali dengan segala jenis bau-bauan dan wangi-wangian (perfumes), wanita di Portugal masih masam ketiaknya. Bahasa kita pernah menjadi bahasa lingua franca pada suatu waktu dulu. Maka, mengapa hari ini, saat ini, dewasa ini, kita disogokkan dengan istilah melayu bodoh? melayu malas? janji melayu? masa melayu?
Tidak dinafikan, bukan semua Melayu begitu, malah tidak juga dinafikan adakalanya orang Melayu lebih hebat daripada bangsa lain (tiada niat untuk mewujudkan isu perkauman). Tetapi, penjajahan telah mengelabui mata bangsa kita, penjajahan telah mempengaruhi pemikiran dan sistem serta nilai hidup kita. Cerita-cerita rakyat seperti Pak Pandir (memaparkan watak Melayu yang bodoh), Angan-angan Mat Jenin (memaparkan watak Melayu yang suka berangan-angan kosong), Lebai Malang (memaparkan watak Melayu yang tamak) disogokkan kepada anak-anak Melayu kita menjadi suatu cerita yang mesti dibaca dan didengari. Menjadi suatu cerita dan intipati dalam sistem pendidikan kita. Juga perlu kita ingat bahawa sistem pendidikan kita hari ini dasarnya adalah penjajahan British pada suatu masa dulu. Saya tidak skeptikal untuk meletakkan kesalahan 100% kepada penjajahan British, tetapi apa yang ingin saya sampaikan ialah pengaruh penjajahan di Tanah Melayu sedikit sebanyak menyumbang kepada apa yang berlaku sekarang. Bangsa Melayu bukanlah bangsa pemalas yang dikatakan kebanyakan orang Melayu itu sendiri. Bangsa Melayu pernah menjadi hebat, dan dewasa ini pun bangsa Melayu ada yang menjadi hebat. Hentikanlah skeptikal dan kebiasaan yang berlaku ini, lantas mari sama-sama kita merenung dan berfikir sejarah yang telah tertulis. Bukan untuk memandangkan ke belakang tetapi untuk kita melangkah ke hadapan. Sesiapa yang melupai sejarah, ia akan mengulanginya. 


I WAS READING ANWARHADI's BLOG [AGAIN!] n i found dis comment from a girl name Nadia. I agree with her 100%! Have u wondered bout this? I know i did n i will do in the future...

The new me!

An educated mind-setting differs u from the others!

Sori 2 say, we Malaysians LOVE 2 follow negative traits from the Westerners but we tend not 2 follow their good examples... Y?

At 1st i wanna post something else 4 my 1st entry..but i was watching INIANWARHADI YT CHANNEL n somehow i read his blog...
this post makes me thinking...

here is his YT channel...

http://www.youtube.com/user/IniAnwarHadi#p/u/2/m6zw5XRkcd0

i recommend these YT channels too :-

http://www.youtube.com/user/matluthfi90?ob=5

http://www.youtube.com/user/aimanazlan90

these guys r smart kids n set good examples of how every Muslim guys shud be!
OHHH N THEY R DROP DEAD FUNNY TOO!!!
The End... Shukran Jazilan!