it's 1.23am rite now...
dam dam dum bunyi mercun...CNY mood is everywhere...
but here i am..thinking bout my future...
Yeah,everything happens 4 a reason,,,myb more than 1 reason for everything that happened in my life (?) ^0^
Sudah 2x aku jatuh tersungkur... kali pertama sgt pedih, kali ke-2 terjadi... ALHAMDULILLAH... ALLAH BERI AKU HIDAYAH YG SEBENAR-BENARNYA... cuma aku berharap yg aku akan terus istiqamah dlm menjadi manusia yg lebih berguna! Persoalannya~~~d Q is.... ehehhe berguna utk sape? diri aku? fmly? society?
yup... i'm trying 2 b a better person... i love my university rn... i love my rumets rn... they r one of d contributing factors towards my niat in trying 2 b a better muslimah...
d dillemma dat i'm confronting rn is btwn staying at d university with a course dat i'm not interested with but at d same time surrounded by Islamic environment... OR... choosing a tough course in another university with a tougher future but having a slight interest with d course?
SOLAT ISKHTIHARAH baru 2x...
i'm still a moderate person... i just wish Allah will help me decides the best thing 4 me...
coz sometimes, we as normal human being always confused btwn what we want n what is d best 4 us!
#note 2 myself- kene rajin solat sunat...
I LOVE TV ALHIJRAH! ^0^v

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